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explore |
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good reads |
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talk to my brain
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Friday, December 06, 2002
the mack that I am"The stars claim that 'You'll dazzle new partners with your witty words and your sensuous body language this week.' Which sounds to us more like excruciating amateur performance art than a dating M.O., but on you, it probably works. You are a Virgo, after all. So do that sensuous thing you do so well and then start reelin' 'em in. Don't forget the soft jazz and scented candles. "
ups and downs
the past couple of weeks has had it share of ups and downs.
some have been for the better and some for the worse.
no regrets.
I'm glad that things are the way they are. not that they can't be changed, and I suppose that permanency has its allure, but because I've come so far and I've taken every moment at face value.
Tuesday, November 12, 2002
the one I love
virgo (Aug. 23rd-Sept. 22nd)
Keep your mouth shut and your eyes open this week. Keen observation, Sherlock style, may lead you to discover something new about your romantic interest — perhaps something dark and mysterious, like a dangerous past or a penchant for retarded hats and pipes.
Oh! the Drama!
too many things going on when they shouldn't. that's life.
school. I'm still focusing. A little less on the traversing these days, but still managing.
Thursday, November 07, 2002
the past few days have been a whirlwind:
drama w/ the friends
food fluctuations
yogurt, tea, hot chocolate, kitkats, and mongolian beef.
music
bbmak, bicrunga, and the willy wonka soundtrack.
school.
the only thing I can't keep focused on.
a pastiche of problems.
how do I deal?
Monday, November 04, 2002
oh and speaking of sleep.
I've been kept awake w/ thoughts of sugar plums dancing.
now, really.
I've had this poem in my head. . . .
it didn't leave me alone.
here is its title:
senseless is the sleep that keeps me wondering
of life that continues w/o you.
Sleep that which I indulge in heavily.
Like shakespeare said: I sleep perchance to dream.
And a lot lately, I've had dreams:
in english and tagalog
w/ people I know and those that I don't
W/ the people I don't know, its been these caucasian guys. Interesting. Must be my overconsumerism of tv.
*Needless to say, in these dreams I've been the object of attention.
So far so good.
We are the musicmakers. And we are the dreamers of a dream.-- Willy Wonka